33 Things About Me

1. I am 18, but I feel like I'm 30 sometimes
2. I am an extremely clumsy person, especially at work
3. I have had to deal with jokes about my name all of my life, the most common being "Do you have a sister named Summer?"
4. I was actually named after Winter Celchu from the Heir to the Empire Star Wars series by Timmothy Zahn
5. I have a minor case of OCD, and have since I was young. Certain things just bother me a lot
6. I reorganize my room a lot, even when It doesn't need to be
7. My best friend is my step sister Leanne who has been my sister for almost nine years and is only a month older than me. People sometimes ask if we are twins because we have some common features
8. I'm very introverted, I get anxious in crowds and freak out some times
9. I have three step sisters, and two half siblings. We have all been separated for about four years now
10. My favorite pet's name was "Dink" and my step father shot him one day when I was sick and asleep because he tried to bite my brother. A bit of an overreaction if you ask me, and just about anyone else
11. I dream about running away and having an adventure sometimes.
12. I had my first kiss in seventh grade with a boy who was a year older and a foot taller than me
13. I own about a hundred fifty books, and still don't have a book shelf. They all sit on top of each other on a shelf in my closet. I have to move them around a lot, when I buy more books.
14. I hold on to things tightly sometimes, I think that maybe thats why I have a really good memory.
15. I used to go dozens of months without seeing because my mom never took me to get me knew glasses, I developed a habit of squinting.
16. My biggest insecurity used to be my voice, but after I got my tonsils out I grew to accept it.
17. Sometimes I have brief periods of time where I'll read five books in a week, and then I go probably months without finishing a book.
18. I've never broken a bone before, but I had to wear a sling once for falling off a rock wall and hurting my arm
19. Even though I'm not on speaking terms with my mother or my brother, I miss them very much, and sometimes wonder if they miss me too.
20. I'm very introverted, and have been all throughout my childhood. I'd say it got a bit worse as I grew older.
21. I am a very creative person, and It is probably my favorite thing about myself
22. I've drawn since I was five. I even have the very first "drawing" book I ever had, It is spongebob and has stickers and scribbles all over it.
23. I sometimes look back at conversations I had when I was thirteen and make fun of the type of things I did and said. I was embarrassing.
24. I am a nerd
25. I got a concussion once, when my brother hit me in the head with a log a week before summer school started. Ended up with two black eyes.
26. I own a cat, but I like dogs more.
27. I've worn glasses since first grade
28. My thirteen year old sister, Jade, is as tall as me now. I haven't seen her for two years.
29. I'm obsessed with movies that make me feel sad and or happy
30. Sometimes I think I'm not good enough to pursue what I love
31. I have a whole box of notes that I passed when I was in seventh and eighth grade containing everything from songs to boys.
32. My mother hasn't spoken to me in two years, not even to wish me a happy eighteenth birthday.
33. I'm a very secretive person when it comes to my emotions and people. I'm pretty anxious in any social situation.